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„Now hold your hand naturally!”, the stage director commanded and my fingers tensed up even more. “Just like this, just normal!”, he endorsed his instructions – it didn’t come off. A play about Cobain and I was his double at the moment, at least on […]

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Dance of words

Dance with me the circle of words, no matter how old you are or where you live. The melody of words breaks through all walls, even when we mourn misfortune and search for luck. it’s general, universal and very quick. Like a sting of a […]

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The buzzing in my head

It’s a quiet night and I can hear the buzzing in my head even more than usually. I remember exactly when it became a part of my life. It’s only a few years ago that I dropped out of uni and folded up my tents. […]

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The fear that I feel

This hate, that you show me, I can defeat love is stronger than hate This rage, that you throw into my face, will not appeal me my smile is stronger than rage But the fear, that you feel, I can understand I feel it as […]

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A part of the earth

I was walking my regular way, step by step the same path as always. Every day. How often did I put my foot on the exact same part on the ground? How often did I step on a few centimeteres of the same part of […]

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Vaporize

Day after day you return back home from hell, your head bowed by white phrases on hot and cold streets, full of filth and senseless questions. Your arms give up, hold me up, all the pale bubbles burst between us, all the dry tears die […]

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Women.

„You know, I think this would make sense for women, don’t you?“ The man laughed. „A timetable. So you know when you need to cook and to clean.“ No one replied, and I? I was shocked. No, actually there are no words for my feelings […]

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It is always night

Men they cry, children they die Yet the bombs… they fall Women they cry, prayers they die Yet the bombs… they fall like the night It is always night there It is always dark there They are still dying there They are still crying there […]

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Don’t put me in there

“That’s a girl”, claimed the acquaintance of my parents and ignored the protest of my five-year me: “No, I’m a boy.” Girls are stupid and bitchy, and I didn’t want to be that way. “You’re gay”, shouted a guy at me. My teenie me left […]

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My heart is burning

Your heart is burning, sister Down there in the south A mountain of polyester makes your eyes tire Your voice sets out towards the sun you embrace your tears in the land without rain In the land without rules once died your child her screams […]

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